Saving

Hello and Hi :)

Today has been a very tiring day because today is sunday and it is supposed to be a lazy sunday, but not. Haha. Me and family have gone somewhere that I could not recall which I can only say it's tiring.

Haha. Anyway, the title for entry this time is about saving. In my previous post - a very long time ago post - I've mention I want a guitar. Well, right now I have a guitar at my house however it is not mine. It's my brother's who is now having formal lessons from guitar tutor. I am not envy about it but I just envy because I didn't get my own guitar.

Okay fine. I'm a big girl now. Big girl don't just demand from parents. My brother can get a guitar because he's a kid. Kid demands. Like always -.-

So, in conjunction with that, in order for me to fulfill my wish, I have to make a saving for about 500 hundred, to get a good quality guitar. Hmm. I really do hope that I can save that huge amount of money.

But, is it worth? to have a guitar but u are not a pro-guitarist yet? Hm. This is so confusing :(

Awful Day

I had a very awful day today :(

Well, haha during having dinner, my meal suddenly fell on my lap and I was eating Roti Pisang with kari and kuah dal. Both kuahs fell on me and I smell like kari after that lols.

After having dinner, me and my family head to badminton centre, saje wanna have fun together. lols, fun la sangat. huhu. I'm saying like that because the fun had turned into annoyance. because I am seriously does not have any interest on playing badminton. and I always being forced to join them in whatever they wanna do :/ so obviously I know nothing bout badminton - the scoring and servicing and all. Urgh. and I've been scolded because didm't understand when abah explaining. Urghhhhhh.

How can I understand things when someone is explaining with anger, and me with no interest to play?

ergh f*ck games with things to hit it :3

Ready or not?

Hi fellas.

It is now October. Nothing much to be posted. I am now doing preparation to face my examinations that will be my final efforts in order for me to get the chance to fly. Dear God, please ease my way Amin.

InsyaAllah will be flying to Australia. Hope that everything will go fine. :)

Kudos~

Monday's early morning

Halu good morning :') I am writing this entry while waiting for my boyfriend to whatsapp me. He said that don't sleep too early bcz he misses me so my voice cud at least cure the feeling :')

Yesterday (Sunday) I had basketball training on the evening and bowling training on the night. Oh my God, I am now freaking exhausted I'm afraid could not bare this sleepiness huhu.

Hunny cepatla whatsapp.

ha kan da merepek kat sini.

haha anyway . . this week I'm going to have a sport week. I join basketball team and bowling team. So best of luck for me. hahaha :D

and also a chemistry test on this thursday . Hmm . Why madam? Why in the middle of this sports week huhu :'(

okay, hope that I can survive :)

good night lovelies~

Motif AA dan PLJ ?

Hai. Aku tak faham. I don't get it. What are their motives?

Recently, they have been active chatting, he claimed that the girl is just his friend. but I've read their conversation I don't know why I sense something. He said that she's just friend and he will never be in love with her, but the girl actually doesn't know that he is taken. What the fuck. And I wud not lie that the conversation - whatever she said she is like seeking his attention. I've been mad at the same person for over two weeks already. I don't get it. The motives. From both of them.

Okay let's think straight. Maybe they are friends so they want to keep in touch. Asking about schools and everything.

But okay situation A,
the guy has a girlfriend.

situation B,
the bitch doesn't know he is taken.

erggh why are they so annoying. my boyfriend is annoying because he should be take good care of my heart, yet he's chatting with a bitch that I can sense her seeking attention ergh. the girl is also annoying because she is seeking attention of someone's boyfriend.

okay maybe that I'm jealous. yea they are friends but ergh, come onnnnnnn~

I don't like to be treated like this. To put me in unclear situation. To let me wondering. To feel unsafe.

This thing just make me lose my mood, to treat u well.
to treat u with love,
how can I treat u with love,
when I know u are chatting with someone else,
u didn't even tell me about her,
other than just friend and ur mentor back in school
come on,
I'm your girlfriend.
Am I ?
Am I still ?

I'm confuse. What should I believe.

Some New Updates

Haluuuuu . .

Okay, I think on my previooouuus post I stated that I am noob about this IT-thingyyyy~ haha yeah. still  noob. However, I kinda like what I have right now. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

First thing first, I got an iPhone from my father. I could not remember if I've mentioned this before but yeah new phone ; iPhone 4s je. I'm no longer bb user :')

And, very recent thing, I got a macbook air from my father. Thanks dad :) The gadgets I have kinda cool and I am blessed to have these facilities. I hope I can use it well.

Hmm,
about my love life?

Building trust tower - success or fail ?

._.

byebye^^

After a while

Hi all.  hehe. I feel like it's been a while I didn't post any entry. Okay. Going to update it soon. Tomorrow I have a math test. wish me luck :)

My true love my true feeling

hello there.
Well today I have a love mood.
Not because of I'm happy (I'm partially sad actually - missing someone)

anyway,
the guy that I fall in love again and again, I put him in my deepest heart.
Never once the remembering of him slip out from my brain.
Everyday I think about him,
Every single day,
Every single second,
Every single breath,
He's precious to me.

Why?
There are a lot of reasons I couldn't explain here. It just, a very complicated mixture of feelings, but always the good ones. Although we've been through so many fights, I think most of the time it was my fault. It always does. Sometimes I stress. Yea, I can say most of the time I stress about it.

But yea, some may say love is blind. Although there are lots lots of quarrels, but I know deep down in my heart, I love him more than I do, and this is not just saying, I really mean it.

With day passes I hope that I can be a better person in his life.
A person that can cherish his day.
A person who is very important .
A person that most likely an angel.

New Look

Hahaha well hello there.

It's quite embarrassing that after years I've been using blog, editing the templates, but only today I finally know that the background can use uploaded photos! OMIGOD hahaha HOW ON EARTH I CAN KNOW ABOUT IT NOW? hahaha.

Anyway, I've change the look.
I know the previous one quite gloomy and kinda mysterious.
but I'm pretty sure happy with this one now. Hope I can stay with it longer :D
*haha, I have a little bit habit of changing taste :)

preety sweet right?
hehe, the best thing to do is to be able to comfort your own heart.

goodbye :*

What I wish - A guitar !!

Let me do some entry here, before my final exams start :D

okay, here's the deal. I have a mission to get better marks with better average grade this sem. so, as a reward if I manage to achieve the goal, I'll buy myself an iphone or guitar. but most probably a guitar (coz guitar is waaaaay cheaper than iphone) huhu :'( anyway, so I hope that I can ace this exam. Good Luck !! :D



bye :*